Thursday, October 29, 2009

happy dump

Sometimes, loneliness can strike even more harshly when you're around people you know.. It's the feeling of being around them, and, realizing that you're not with them.

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If i want something, I'll give it to someone else.. This way, I'll know that i have it... Hmmm... An example would be that, if I want company, I'll give my company to someone. Or if I want attention/care and concern, I'll shower someone else with attention/care and concern... Or if I want love, I'll shower someone with my love..
You have to have something before you can give it away :o

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haha... I was just doing some thinking on the train, and realized that.. Some time during the start of this year, I began to have this mind set. Whatever that happens to me, I'll take it that it is what i wanted for myself. So that I will become the person I want to be. E.g. when i have to wait a long time for my transport, when relationships or friendships are in trouble, and how I react to them, etc....

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Anyway, this video was taken one or two years back... If I remembered correctly, I think this happened after I told mj or jr to wake me up if I fall asleep during any lecture.. :p


2 comments:

trv. said...

"Sometimes, loneliness can strike even more harshly when you're around people you know.. It's the feeling of being around them, and, realizing that you're not with them."
i understand this!

anyway i just realised, what made that photo of u different is you're smiling with ur teeth showing! keep it up.

宅男 - 国容 said...

i realised that it's because i post up quite a lot of photos of myself and most of them are the same... actually, most of the photos that you post up of yourself, are also around the same :o ... (i think... :6 )

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