Unbalanced scale

I need to rantttttt.

"I am a colleague.  I am not your student. I have always been respectful to you, so you don't have to be rude to me.... Urgh :8"

Separate clearly

If your personality doesn't allow you to perform well at your job, or at whichever role that you have picked up, you have to clearly separate your work life or role life from your personal life.

I do believe that some of us tend to mix in our personal feelings when we deal with work. It would be good if those are good feelings. If they aren't, we would have to resolve the problem or we would have to look at the problem from a different perspective. Separating work life from personal life, would be a way of looking at it from another perspective. You will just see it as work, and just do whatever that is required for you to perform well at it. ..... hmmm... Suddenly, this just seems robotic to me.. :8

.... maybe it is a bad idea.. Haha.. But it is a way. Anybody can try this to see whether it works for you... :p

Separating doesn't seem like a good idea... :8

Wet wet

The weather has been quite consistent for a while... It has been raining everyday.. :8 one good side to this cool/weather, is that the clouds formed during this period, tend to look quite cool too...... Get it? Cool cool? .... .... ... *tickle you to make you laugh*

I need a lot of pamperssss!!! My supplier doesn't have a lot of stock.... Or do I have to be the supplier? .. :8

Omg.. Next week is going to be a rushed one as it is going to be my last week at nie. A few assignments to hand up, two tests to study for.. I can do it as how I have done it everytime!! ... *self pep talk*

Expectations

I feel that my expectations of people had been higher than what they can deliver. and i think I have been avoiding these issues, rather than facing and accepting or changing it. It kinda resulted in my repressing of emotions. I wanna let it out but yet I don't want to hurt anyone.

To change or to sincerely accept? ... I will decide when I come across such situations again.. Haha

Much-needed post

I realized that I haven't been very active in deciding how I want my life to be recently.. Which is emphasized on my recent aura photo.. :8

Decided to start to be active again.. And how I am going to do that, is to be sincerely grateful for all that I have. Just want to point out a few examples...

1) being more responsible about my family (mom, bro and finances)

2) having my career planned out for me for the next couple of years (teaching)

3) having this consistent urge to be with someone, with all the "goods" and the "bads"

4) new friends for a new chance at friendships, old friends for staying

5) for a healthy body which allowed me to accomplish a lot of things

6) for the loads of passive rest that I had, while going with the flow on my life

Will sit down and reorganize my thoughts tmr :o