j asked me what i want... I thought for a while, and i answered," Nothing. I have everything that i want now." .... :p
david also asked me whether i feel i will make it big in the future. I said,"I will when i want to."
I get frustrated when friendships/relationships get affected badly because of me, indirectly or indirectly... when it is not my intention to do so. But, I just realized that, I cannot control what others think of others... So there is no point in getting frustrated over something that cannot be changed. And, I do not know the other parts of the story. :s
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
full foot = (满足)
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Monday, November 16, 2009
beacons of light


I wanna be an unimposing, mobile lighthouse cum dock... You will have nothing to fret about if you're in the area :o
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Sunday, November 15, 2009
solution to "sorry" problems
You do not have to feel sorry for anything, towards anything...
Just do what you can do to help. If you have tried your best, that is enough... This is what i feel la.... :p
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Saturday, November 14, 2009
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Thursday, November 12, 2009
sucker for surprises
HIT: being bluffed by marcus... haha... I haven't had any surprise in a long time... I guess this is considered as one ba... :p
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对事不对人
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Tuesday, November 10, 2009
feel
Pity does not look good on anybody's face... not on mine at least... I think... :s
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Something that I heard over the radio on class 95 at around 8.30pm..
"People never grow up. They just learn how to act in public."
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Something/someone that you thought you knew.... yeah... you "knew"... past tense..
disclaimer: generally speaking...
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Grateful Occurence Of the Day (GOOD... :p) : having the company of friends while studying :o thanks to yg, sm, jl, esther.. :p
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spirit for free
In my opinion, I think most people tend to be sad when they try to be strong, when they don't believe themselves to be... ...
If you want to feel better, instead of staying sad, general solutions would be to really believe yourself to be strong, or do things to make yourself believe that you are stronger.
... During this pre-exam period, I've come to realize that, I do not really have any loyalty towards any group of friends. As in, I do not hang around any particular group for long.
This is not due to any arguments, misunderstandings, or boredom. It just happens.
As a result of this, ... (how do I say this? ...) ... I feel that my presence will not be missed. Thy do not ask me along for meals as I think that they assume that I'm eating with my other friends. They do not ask me along to study together as I think that they assume that I'm studying with my other friends. For my side, I do get kinda sad because I'm not included.. which i want to be.
I guess, not wanting to be bound by rules or regulations or commitments, has its side effects. ... ... Is it possible to do away with them.... the side effects?

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Friday, November 6, 2009
sit down, sit down, and move it all around... :6 (M18)
Sweet Incident of The day (SIT) : remembering the first time when we touched.... :p haha!!
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The first times are the times which some or most of us treasure the most as we'll get hit full force by what we do not expect. During subsequent times, as we form our expectations towards similar situations, our emotions will get increasingly jaded towards good things, increasingly controlled towards bad things...
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greatfull = gr eat full :8
HIT : working on the same tedious and difficult problem with friends for a few hours :8 ... :p
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Today, I feel grateful
- to this person, ZK, whom i barely knew a few days ago, whom I only exchanged a few words with. I talked to him as I saw him on my way to the toilet. He agreed to pass me his useful!! information on the same elective that we are taking... Rocks :o ... :p
- for being able to learn more about structures through the take-home quiz.
- for being able to see jolyn and marcus in the evening today, "scare" them and chit chatted with them :o
- to jy, candice and ql who lent me their notes to copy :o
- to everyone who treats me like a friend... haha......
- for warm sun rays, mcflurry, chocolate oatmeal cereal, my friends' and my laughter, silly ideas... :p

Just felt like posting up a photo for fun... :8
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