Monday, May 31, 2010

clear like a sky



Daniel brought out this game last saturday and it's called "Pictureka". There is a small display screen under one foot of the figurine and words will appear and someone will have to draw clues and hints on the figurine or on the round and rectangular blocks that the game provide. Then team members will have to guess the word or phrase.


Things will not be complicated if you know what you really want, not what you think you want.

Friday, May 28, 2010

3 stones.. not 5 stones.. :6

The three stones that have been weighing me down, are gone now.. So my spirits can be lifted easily :o

stone 1: possibility of not graduating

stone 2: possibility of not being accepted into NIE

stone 3: it is being eaten up by me and is now in my stomach.. nobody else will know about it forever...... Wa HA HA HA! ... :6

just

Is it important whether there is the right to feel hurt? No matter whether it is the end of friendships or relationships, I don't know whether it is true for most people, but i think that some will try to compare the hurt they have over the other person. The more hurt they have, the "better " they will feel for themselves. No doubt that they will still feel sad, but as they.. "weren't in the wrong", they will feel more justified for the feelings that they are feeling after the "break-up".

... So what if the feelings are justified? ... Does it make the person feel better?

..... I guess it does... :8



Lucky for me that, my power to feel good is back :o ... will just use that power... *Activate power* ... :6

Thursday, May 27, 2010

goody news!

I've graduated!! ... Although with a lousy GPA... But I've graduated!! ... :p

And apart from this news, I've also just received an sms from some person from MOE...
"We're pleased to make you a provisional offer of a teaching position, subject to you meeting prevailing conditions for appointment. We will be sending you a Letter of Offer via post in 2-3 weeks' time. Thanks."

I'm still not quite sure whether this will allow me to start studying at NIE this September... But, I guess I shall just take it that I will be... :)

yeah! .. haha.. :p

Next thing to be waiting for affirmation... my part time job :o

ktv

A random and sudden decision to go KTV yesterday... Was kinda apprehensive at first because I haven't been ktv-ing for a few months to at least half a year. But I was really glad to go because a lot of songs just suddenly, meant a lot more to me. The songs seemed nicer.. Was able to sing the songs with more feelings.. Everybody just sang and had fun..

Think the only bad thing i felt once in a while, is that I'm not 放 enough... :s ... but okay la.. I enjoyed myself :o


I slept without bathing last night... again... :s

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

better in time

I'm feeling better because I think everyone is feeling better :o

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Went to titus's place to borrow books and shows yesterday.. Only remembered after 4 hours that I still had my swimming trunks on :s coz I went swimming in the morning.




My hair rocks :s

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Current book read: "Blink"

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

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first meeting

first holding of hands

first hug

first trip

waiting for you after work

your eyes

your different reactions

your dumb smile

your good heart

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been crying intermittently... sometimes with reasons... sometimes without... :(

Monday, May 24, 2010

relention

... Super rarely that, people start relationships with the end in mind...

Think old memories will start to return, bit by bit, reminding you of the days that they share... Making it tougher to let go, as you remember that there were good days..

I've always shared with my friends that, the past has passed, the present is all that matters. But maybe it is not that easy to let go of past memories when there isn't anything to hang on to anymore. Maybe it is true that everybody needs something to hang on to, otherwise, they will become too free and may float away, and nobody wants that to happen...


My mind is starting to travel to and stay in the state of no-change for a longer period of time..




It isn't as easy as you/i/anybody thought it will be.

Friday, May 21, 2010

warm


I was duped by the word "events" on classifieds :s In the end, when i reach the office at aljunied, Only then did I know that the job was for spreading awareness of the charity organization. The guy said that the pay does not depend on the sales of sponsored items... But I thought/think otherwise... :/

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I'm bored of being passive... maybe a bit while more and i'll start being active :o

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

smiles



"Even a simple little red dot on a piece of canvas can be perceived as many different things by different people.. What about life? ... Just believe in what you believe in and do not be easily influenced by other people.."

I think that you can be receptive to different perceptions and still choose what to believe in finally, at that point of time... .... I'm flexible :o ... :6

Monday, May 17, 2010

if i could turn back time

If you have a dagger that turns back time, what event/danger would you change?

I would like to go back time and make a different choice when I was choosing my choice of tertiary education. Going along the common route has been smooth at the start.. Primary School -> Secondary School -> Junior College -> University. But I've only realized now that, this way of doing what most of the people around me are doing, is not really working for me. I do not regret all the choices that I have made, but it would be fun to see how I would have turned out if I chose to study in a Polytechnic or if I had chosen a different subject combination in my junior college.. :p



Catch Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time Movie starting from 27th May 2010 and join the official Facebook and Twitter page!

feeling grateful because i'm lousy

haha... notice the syringes hanging on my bag? I brought the bag out like this last week when i went swimming. But streetwars is ending today, due to some police matters.. I feel kinda relieved because i would not have to be worried about people stalking and trying to shoot me anymore... :6 Anyway, I also wasted four hours from 5.30am to 9.30am waiting outside my target's place on Sunday morning... :s


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Dnd is finally over :o I enjoyed the dinner and the outing after.... Richard is a super bua-er!!






I realized that I look awkward in most of the photos taken during DND... :/ those photos are not here... haha..
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slacking at home now... trying to finish some of the small tasks that i set for myself...

*pray that I will get hired and can start on the starhub call centre job by tommorow or the day after*

happiness is a journey, not a destination

" for a long time it seemed to me that life was about to begin - real life.
but there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid. at last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life. this perspective has helped me to see that there is no way to happiness. happiness is the way. so treasure every moment you have and remember that time waits for no one.

-souza"

Thursday, May 13, 2010

tipping point

Been feeling an imbalance of the contentments and discontentments..

Should I add on more contentments? or take away some of the discontentments?





I guess whichever way is fine... as long as it works for me :o

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

constellations

Since the night sky has been clear enough to allow a nice view of the stars above, it shouldn't be a waste of time to research for the constellations that can be seen around this period of time... :s

According to this
Sky map of Singapore, in the third week of may, at around 12am, the bigger constellations observable, are..

  • Leo



  • Virgo



  • Scorpius



  • Serpens



  • Centaurus



  • Libra



  • Hercules

chic assassin

I'm fine le... haha..

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Yesterday, I asked ll for advice for dnd attire and he suggested a chic look... Can't wait to get it assembled :o

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Recently, I can't really post much things on my blog because I'm worried that my assassins will take advantage of the information :s Since Monday, I've been playing this game called streetwars. My team mates and me are not really active yet because..... we're not ready yet... haha.. Yep.. It will be soon though, before we take actions to kill our target..... Wa ha ha ha :o ... :6

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been seeing quite a lot of poems that my friends have came into contact with recently... so decided to come up with this poem to join in the fun...

"as the birds start to chirp,
and the moon goes to rest
i am still wide awake
still trying to believe the luck i have
it was as though it was yesterday
when i was crying alone in my corner
now, things are totally different
because now, there's you

and i have to be cold no longer"
-gr






edited: .... i'm actually quite amazed by my poetry-making skills... haha... :p

Monday, May 10, 2010

carnations

On the last day of exam, near the tuition centre where i gave tuition, I saw this scene.


Bird A was on top of Bird B and it was flapping its wings furiously. At first, I thought that it was sad that its family member had died and it was trying to wake him/her up.


But later I saw the the two birds around the dead bird, were taking turns to peck at the dead bird's head... :s I was a bit fascinated by the scene though...

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A hair-cut and a swim gave me back some of my confidence :o

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Sab and me gave out carnations at Junction 8 and Sembawang Shopping Centre today. We were told to pass the free carnations and cards to moms and they had a choice of letting their children to fill in some personal details and why they love their moms, and for every cards being filled up and returned to the customer service counter, Capitaland will donate one dollar to the underprivileged children. There were a few skeptical people who just refused to entertain us as they thought that they had to pay money for the carnations :/
Anyway, from the two places where we worked at, on the average, we deduced that the people at Sembawang are friendlier :o

Saturday, May 8, 2010

warm warm

I believe that I will be able to feel, and give more warmth and love :o ... no point crying and complaining and whining and oozing of self-pity... not that i did la... :/

Friday, May 7, 2010

comfort and warmth

With more time and no pressing matters, you will tend to spend more time on what matters more to your heart..... i think :8

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My exams are finally over lo... A slight smile escaped from my heart as I was on my way home, after the exams... :p

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I just did a to-do list and I had around 20 items on it. Especially now that I have finished watching 宫心计, I must spend more energy on completing the tasks. I must not procrastinate like how i did with most of every other things... :/

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

high low

Last night, I stayed over in school at my friend's hostel room so that i wouldn't have to waste time travelling... and somemore, I was able to wake up a bit later to attend the 9am paper.


This is my temporary pillow... haha..


For most of my friends, I wonder how they will adjust to their working life or/and non-school life. Maybe it will still be the same for some of them..

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I realize that I'm kinda always on a natural low.... Will welcome people with a natural high to enter my life :o ... people whom i will be comfortable with, and vice versa...

Saturday, May 1, 2010

what i learned



haha.. :p





2 more exams and 1 fyp presentation left :o

... Anybody have any job lobangs? something that can last me from mid may till august? something that pays more than 7 or 8 dollars per hour?


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-remembered that, most of the time, it is addictive to feel depressed.. you don't feel like you wanna come out when you're already comfortable submerged in it.. Although it will be hard to try to climb out of the depression, the good feeling that follows, is worth it. It is better to feel better, then to feel comfortably depressed.

-remembered that,
that most promises will hurt people... They are just words. Actions make the difference.

-remembered that,
when you get attached to stuff, parts of you just get carried away as the stuff goes away.. Just choose to detach yourself from the run-away stuff, and claim back your parts and be whole again.

-remembered that,
it is a waste of time worrying and complaining and thinking of how bad the situation is... Just go solve it. If it cannot be solved.. since it cannot be solved, accept it and move on to another thing.

-remembered that,
since you don't know what other people are thinking, you don't have to waste time to try to read their minds. Either you go ask them and believe what they say, or just, don't care and carry on with your own business.

-remembered that,
for everything and everything and everything.. you have the power to choose what you want.
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