Sunday, December 6, 2009

misfit



I like this tree :o


:/ david says that now, I look like jolin before she allegedly went for surgery... :/
gotta exercise :o


I was tidying up one or two shelves when i came across this notebook of mine. It was 2 or 3 years back... I think I just finished reading this book that sort of says something about moments that make us happy.. I even had a few pages in which I asked a few of my friends to write down theirs... :p i was even more childish back then.... (... ya, it's possible... :s )


I don't think misfits exist. There are, people who are more obviously different, but, they still fit into the whole puzzle.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

out of steam







2 more days/exams :o

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

ga me

Our lives can be compared to being in a game. Some of us hold the controllers to control our own games. Some of us like to "hold" the controllers of others. Some of us like to pass our own controllers to let others.
The common point over here is, we would like our objectives/expectations to be met. This is most possible if we control our own games. It is the same if we hold the controller to other people's games. But I'm sure you would not like it if someone else tries to control your game, because he wants his expectations to be met. (unless your objective is to let others have control over your life... :/ ) Lastly, when you pass your controller over another person, it would be difficult for your own objective to be met and there might be disappointments when objectives/expectations are not met..

In the game of reality, there is no save point or restart point. Everything you feel, think, do, will mean something and will make an impression in your life.. You do get to decide on how you wanna feel (good or bad) when you "make up" the reasons for everything that happen, are happening, have happened.

Your game will still carry on and it will not stop, no matter if you give up or if you decide to move on. If everything is moving, why fight against the flow?

Monday, November 30, 2009

outta sight, outta mind

In reality, beauty is present... as well as ugliness. There are times when i cannot stand ugliness (e.g. actions/behaviors, exams, :p etc...). This is when I have to remind myself that, I do not have to give them any more attention than necessary. There are a lot more beautiful things in the world. Life is not long enough for us to focus our energy on bad stuff (stuff that makes us feel bad), so we should just focus on good stuff (stuff that makes us feel good) :o

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For NTU students, please do not go to the bus stop after the bus stop at old Canteen A. It is seriously super mosquito-infested :s I only learnt my lesson after going there three times... :6

Saturday, November 28, 2009

fakes begone :o

I just realize that one of the things that irks me the most, are things that are fake... I really appreciate those that are and have been true... I want to be Doraemon... so that i can pull out an item which can send the fake stuff into another dimension :s .... or it can just change the fake stuff to their true selves.................................................... :6

Friday, November 27, 2009

true beauty



Spasm king doing what he does best on the iphone's bubble wrap application... :p


I love this expression that my cousin made! ... :p I just remembered that I told my friend that it would be funny to see anybody doing ugly stuff.. e.g. farting, salivating while sleeping on the train... :p The reason that i gave her, is that, everybody tend to beautify everything and they will tend to hide everything which they think is ugly or not "beautiful" enough to be shown to others. So when someone shows an ugly side, i'll appreciate it, as that would be the true part of that person... :p But I am a bit biased in this, as I will not like it if that person's true part hurts me... :s

Anything that is true, is beautiful...


The action of feeling sad over the feeling of being not needed, gotta go... I've been getting this feeling quite frequently and have been associating this feeling with being useless... :s

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Most of the time.. "Tired" is a feeling we come up with, when we are doing things which we do not like to do... agree?


I'm tired of studying for exams... :/

Thursday, November 26, 2009

same old diffewence

We will always get what we want...The question is whether you would still want it when you get it...


I turned out different.. like how i always wanted to be... Now i wish that I am not that different.... .... ..... noooott :o I would still prefer to be diffewent :p .... I just need to be strong to handle it.... :/

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I just remembered that in the past, when my family was still living in a shophouse at Yishun, there were a few times when my sister invited her boyfriend back home. And as all of us stayed in the same room, (all of us meaning my sister, my brother, my maid and myself), she would use blankets to cover up her area as her place was the bottom part of a double decker bed.... haha...


artifishy



I was having a short chat with ys on a short walk to 7-11 just now when we touched on the topic regarding common interests or rather, couples being in the same "league". I think, some couples would have preferred that their partner is doing what they are doing... as in, studying or working. My opinion is that, the reason why they would prefer this, is because they can talk about issues that they know about = They are only interested in their own things. If their partner talks about things which are unrelated to what they know, they would not be interested. And once time passes, their partner will not only be uninterested in the things they say, they will also be uninterested in them... :s This is what I feel about how some people behave.
If most of the time, both parties are genuinely interested in the other, instead of themselves, they would enjoy their relationship more...

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

darn darn





interview me :o







just finished 3 papers in 24 hours.... didn't sleep, cause i spent the whole night/morning studying in school...... Can anyone help me pray that I'll pass my RC? ... :s

Sunday, November 22, 2009

addicted to jewels



6 papers to go...

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Filling up myself with food instead of knowledge.... :s

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bejeweled is porn.... :s

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