Grey

The title doesn't describe how I feel. But it describes how I think, most of the time now.

I have always been in the grey area. There isn't any black and white. A good thing is that i am very open towards any thinking. A bad thing is that, I will be easily contented being on any side of the fence.

There are things that I want. But I wouldn't be able to achieve them if I keep thinking that I am okay like this. I keep telling myself that I am fine being the way I am now.

I don't want to be contented with what I have now. I want to grow. I want to level up. I want to be disciplined to be able to achieve my targets...

... I will be.