Friday, June 10, 2011
i'm loving it~
Just finished with the praying parts for my dad's death anniversary.. Really appreciate my brother for always helping out with home stuff, especially for the praying aspect. None of us in the family are as knowledgeable in this area, and none of us would prefer to spend so much time doing these things :s
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I've always felt comfortable with my pace, the speed at which i learn new things, and the different type of things i expose myself to. But when i met my sec sch best friend yesterday, I remembered/realized again that there are a lot of things that my peers or people around my age care about, that I don't. Making money, success in careers, worldly-wise, intellectual chats... My friend was very nice because he didn't mean to say what's the right way to think or behave, just that I'm or we're different from people that he would like to hang out with. He wants to step out of this laid-back attitude, and we both agree that he should hang out more with people who think that way...
Looking around me... I feel that the people that I know, or at least what I know of them, are not the kind of people mentioned in the previous paragraph. Just imagining that I'm hanging out with them, :s, I should be super pressured. I guess I have to know someone nice and patient enough to bring me to have a glimpse of such kind of people ( hope I am not talking about them as though they are aliens.. :/ )
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Looking at now... I still feel happy, although not as excited as I was at the start. :p
Having a one-month holiday because of the June school holidays, entering a blog entry at around ten in the morning at home.. :p , NIE school term starting at the end of July, and will have been to three/four countries in the hols :o I went to malacca at the start, then china/hong kong last week ( thanks to my friend who allowed me to help him with a bit of his work, so accommodation, travel and food was free.), then will be going to batam at the end of this hols :) Maybe the next sucky thing would only be my reservist (high-key), which is between my holidays and the start of my NIE term :/ I am still not close to the people over there and I have to spend 3 weeks with them. I don't like the feeling where others have to treat you good just because you have to spend time together, then after that, *pfffff* it's back to the normal life again. It just looks very fake to me, and what I dislike the most, is having to hide my real feelings, or seeing other people not being their normal selves... ... Maybe I am just thinking too much.
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I guess it has been a super duper long time ever since I blogged. I know I have said it before, but I am used to tweeting to express and to share what I see or feel, so by the time I reach home, I have nothing else to share :s
Anyway, here are some photo updates..
On our way to china/dongguan from hk :o
I love breakfast buffets :o
Went with my friend to this warehouse for his shooting...
There was this highly interactive information counter at this harbour city mall..
Although there were a lot of shops on the main street, I chose to go into the small "alley" to buy amulets.
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Went to clarke quay to collect a free portable speaker...
The water looks quite dirty... :s
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Met up with zhu liang, ming jian, can dice, estelle and jolyn for a small bday gathering this weds...
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This is my secondary school best friend and me :o When we were taking this photo, he was like "so gay..." haha...
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2 comments:
hmmmm maybe at diff phase of our life, we will want diff things. everyone is searching what they truly want in their life constantly. as long as u lead life with no regrets, that will b good enough le :)
Jz
agree :o
gr
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