outta sight, outta mind

In reality, beauty is present... as well as ugliness. There are times when i cannot stand ugliness (e.g. actions/behaviors, exams, :p etc...). This is when I have to remind myself that, I do not have to give them any more attention than necessary. There are a lot more beautiful things in the world. Life is not long enough for us to focus our energy on bad stuff (stuff that makes us feel bad), so we should just focus on good stuff (stuff that makes us feel good) :o

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For NTU students, please do not go to the bus stop after the bus stop at old Canteen A. It is seriously super mosquito-infested :s I only learnt my lesson after going there three times... :6

fakes begone :o

I just realize that one of the things that irks me the most, are things that are fake... I really appreciate those that are and have been true... I want to be Doraemon... so that i can pull out an item which can send the fake stuff into another dimension :s .... or it can just change the fake stuff to their true selves.................................................... :6

true beauty

Spasm king doing what he does best on the iphone's bubble wrap application... :p


I love this expression that my cousin made! ... :p I just remembered that I told my friend that it would be funny to see anybody doing ugly stuff.. e.g. farting, salivating while sleeping on the train... :p The reason that i gave her, is that, everybody tend to beautify everything and they will tend to hide everything which they think is ugly or not "beautiful" enough to be shown to others. So when someone shows an ugly side, i'll appreciate it, as that would be the true part of that person... :p But I am a bit biased in this, as I will not like it if that person's true part hurts me... :s

Anything that is true, is beautiful...


The action of feeling sad over the feeling of being not needed, gotta go... I've been getting this feeling quite frequently and have been associating this feeling with being useless... :s

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Most of the time.. "Tired" is a feeling we come up with, when we are doing things which we do not like to do... agree?


I'm tired of studying for exams... :/

same old diffewence

We will always get what we want...The question is whether you would still want it when you get it...


I turned out different.. like how i always wanted to be... Now i wish that I am not that different.... .... ..... noooott :o I would still prefer to be diffewent :p .... I just need to be strong to handle it.... :/

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I just remembered that in the past, when my family was still living in a shophouse at Yishun, there were a few times when my sister invited her boyfriend back home. And as all of us stayed in the same room, (all of us meaning my sister, my brother, my maid and myself), she would use blankets to cover up her area as her place was the bottom part of a double decker bed.... haha...

artifishy

I was having a short chat with ys on a short walk to 7-11 just now when we touched on the topic regarding common interests or rather, couples being in the same "league". I think, some couples would have preferred that their partner is doing what they are doing... as in, studying or working. My opinion is that, the reason why they would prefer this, is because they can talk about issues that they know about = They are only interested in their own things. If their partner talks about things which are unrelated to what they know, they would not be interested. And once time passes, their partner will not only be uninterested in the things they say, they will also be uninterested in them... :s This is what I feel about how some people behave.
If most of the time, both parties are genuinely interested in the other, instead of themselves, they would enjoy their relationship more...

darn darn

interview me :o







just finished 3 papers in 24 hours.... didn't sleep, cause i spent the whole night/morning studying in school...... Can anyone help me pray that I'll pass my RC? ... :s

addicted to jewels

6 papers to go...

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Filling up myself with food instead of knowledge.... :s

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bejeweled is porn.... :s

full foot = (满足)

j asked me what i want... I thought for a while, and i answered," Nothing. I have everything that i want now." .... :p

david also asked me whether i feel i will make it big in the future. I said,"I will when i want to."


I get frustrated when friendships/relationships get affected badly because of me, indirectly or indirectly... when it is not my intention to do so. But, I just realized that, I cannot control what others think of others... So there is no point in getting frustrated over something that cannot be changed. And, I do not know the other parts of the story. :s

beacons of light

I wanna be an unimposing, mobile lighthouse cum dock... You will have nothing to fret about if you're in the area :o

solution to "sorry" problems

You do not have to feel sorry for anything, towards anything...
Just do what you can do to help. If you have tried your best, that is enough... This is what i feel la.... :p

a day in the life of Grobot

To cd: Thank you :o

尽力

sucker for surprises

HIT: being bluffed by marcus... haha... I haven't had any surprise in a long time... I guess this is considered as one ba... :p

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对事不对人

feel

Pity does not look good on anybody's face... not on mine at least... I think... :s

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Something that I heard over the radio on class 95 at around 8.30pm..
"People never grow up. They just learn how to act in public."

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Something/someone that you thought you knew.... yeah... you "knew"... past tense..
disclaimer: generally speaking...

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Grateful Occurence Of the Day (GOOD... :p) : having the company of friends while studying :o thanks to yg, sm, jl, esther.. :p

spirit for free

In my opinion, I think most people tend to be sad when they try to be strong, when they don't believe themselves to be... ...
If you want to feel better, instead of staying sad, general solutions would be to really believe yourself to be strong, or do things to make yourself believe that you are stronger.


... During this pre-exam period, I've come to realize that, I do not really have any loyalty towards any group of friends. As in, I do not hang around any particular group for long.
This is not due to any arguments, misunderstandings, or boredom. It just happens.
As a result of this, ... (how do I say this? ...) ... I feel that my presence will not be missed. Thy do not ask me along for meals as I think that they assume that I'm eating with my other friends. They do not ask me along to study together as I think that they assume that I'm studying with my other friends. For my side, I do get kinda sad because I'm not included.. which i want to be.

I guess, not wanting to be bound by rules or regulations or commitments, has its side effects. ... ... Is it possible to do away with them.... the side effects?

sit down, sit down, and move it all around... :6 (M18)

Sweet Incident of The day (SIT) : remembering the first time when we touched.... :p haha!!

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The first times are the times which some or most of us treasure the most as we'll get hit full force by what we do not expect. During subsequent times, as we form our expectations towards similar situations, our emotions will get increasingly jaded towards good things, increasingly controlled towards bad things...

greatfull = gr eat full :8

HIT : working on the same tedious and difficult problem with friends for a few hours :8 ... :p

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Today, I feel grateful

• to this person, ZK, whom i barely knew a few days ago, whom I only exchanged a few words with. I talked to him as I saw him on my way to the toilet. He agreed to pass me his useful!! information on the same elective that we are taking... Rocks :o ... :p
• for being able to learn more about structures through the take-home quiz.
• for being able to see jolyn and marcus in the evening today, "scare" them and chit chatted with them :o
• to jy, candice and ql who lent me their notes to copy :o
  
• to everyone who treats me like a friend... haha......
• for warm sun rays, mcflurry, chocolate oatmeal cereal, my friends' and my laughter, silly ideas... :p

Just felt like posting up a photo for fun... :8

expectant perceptions

HIT - discussing and working through questions with friends :o

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Everybody have expectations.. of themselves and of others. Since a long time ago, either subconsciously or consciously, most of us have been trying to meet the expectations of others, as we see them more important than our own. To some of us, it may be easier to try to perform to the expectations of others as they are... there. Most of us do not know what we want, so we do not form any clear expectations for ourselves.
As this goes on, some of us have gotten used to expecting our expectations of others to be realized. If they are not met, we will be disappointed in others. Maybe it is due to the fact that some of us do try hard to meet the expectations of others, while expecting others to do the same. Or it might just be due to the fact that we expect others to meet our expectations.
No matter whether we like to meet our own expectations, or we like to meet the expectations of others, take note that, we, ourselves would prefer to have our own freedom in making decisions. We would not like to be imposed with the ideas of others. No matter how good or appropriate the idea may seem to the other person, it is still up to us to make the decision to whether we would want to try the idea out.

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"The problem with most people now, is that we tend to find the easy way out to find ppl.. We just stereotype and classify them... Dun set up any barriers between you and potential friends just because of assumptions you make.. Get to know them first, then decide for yourself ba.. Dun be lazy and take the easy way out to figure ppl :o Dun do it just because other ppl are doing it.. Set your own standards :o you dun have to be like the others :o"


"What is important to you is how you feel.. Only you know everything about yourself.. You can't blame other ppl for having their own different opinions about you because they dunno everything that happened to you.. Even if they know, they have experienced different lives and they have their own perceptions towards the same things.. Everybody have different mindsets... And, you cannot control their thinking.. So there's also no point in trying to change them... If you wanna feel better, just accept that everyone thinks differently.. And just work on your own part.. Dun let other people's doubt influence you.. Nothing can affect you unless you allow it to affect you... You can be even stronger :o"

-quoted from me :o

relaxing day

There's a reason for everything... and you're the one who decides on it! wahahaha! .... :s

An example would be.. When you're running along a path and someone moves away, it might be because that person thinks that you are smelly and dirty and don't want to get in contact with you. Or it might be because that person wants to give way to you.. You get to decide!

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Happy Idea of The day (HIT.... :p ) - sending perky msgs to my friends :o

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A reason for sad ppl to continue to be sad :o

idid

Finally!! ... I finished my report at around 1pm. If not for the 1 hr plus nap that I accidentally took at around 3 plus, and the 20 minute breakfast break, I would have been working continuously for 15 hours..... ..... :s Did I really work for that long? ... I think I must have took a few more breaks in between... scary.... :s

After the report, I decided to reward myself by allowing myself to go to the pool to tan and sleep. Luckily, it rained. ... The lucky part was that I was helping my sister to run errands so i had not boarded the train to yck... :p

Then I decided to shop at the supermarket. At the start, all I wanted to buy was cornflakes and milk, because i haven't had this breakfast for a few months. Then, after walking through a few more aisles, my whole basket was full! .. This was not the scariest part. The scariest part was that the cost exceeded my expectations by $20 :s I guess I was too engrossed in stocking up foodstuff which would help me to survive through the revision period. E.g. coffee, green tea, milk, yogurt, chips, listerine and a few more other stuff. I bought berry essence from brands.. Think this carried quite a heavy weightage of my expenditure :s I wanted to try it because.... I haven't tried it before :o



I think I should have taken out the plastic bags before I took photos of them.. :/