body parts

brain - evolved to such a manner which quotes/reminders can just be shot out effortlessly

heart - maintained quite well as i am not totally jaded about everything.. It is supposed to be the leader, but it lets the brain take over at times when it gets tired..

hair - dry and frizzy type to act as efficient antennas, so as to receive signals

eyes - to get pleasure out of seeing aesthetically-pleasant things/ppl and ppl who dare to be themselves.. and the times when ppl accidentally expose their true selves when they get caught off-guard... :p

nose - not really useful because it is mostly blocked :s but i like things which smell natural and not too strong..

mouth - ... to eat, and for my signature one-look :o

ears - to listen to nice singing and songs... and to hear what people have to say about everything.. e.g. feelings, opinions, judgements, ramblings..

skin - to feel and be felt :6

legs - to get to places where i want to go, and to exercise :o

hands - to do almost everything, from carrying stuff to doing my work..

pimples :s - to remind me not to take for granted of my skin when it has better complexion :s


Appreciate much :o ... :p

random shanime

"N: Don't apologize. I had a lot of hard times, growing up as a Jinchuuriki. But I never blamed either of you.
M: ....
N: But now I get it. I live because my mom and dad gave their lives for me. You filled me up with love before you put the Nine-Tails in me.
So here I am, happy and healthy. I'm glad I ended up being your son."

touching :o

know your priorities

Recent eating and/or swimming buddies during lunch hour at work :o



The photo below looks like one out from the movie "final destination 3" :s


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My tuition sessions have dropped from 5 to 2 suddenly... :s Anybody has a once-a-week assignment in the North to introduce? Preferably maths and physics..

why did the snail cross the road

My student, or rather, ex student bought this from daiso. This eraser vibrates when you press one side of it, and it will slowly erase the pencil markings.... haha... I tried it and my verdict is that, it would be better for you to use a normal eraser :o


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This colleague, edward, wrote this and passed it to me as I was talking on the phone... touched :o


I don't know whether it is in my mind or it is true. I felt that my skin was a bit brighter after drinking titus's lebina (lemon juice plus ribena). He said that lemon juice is good for skin :o


Caught up with david just now at mac... a bit hard to maintain conversation at the end because we had no updates for each other.. :s ... may be going to kayak on this sun together with other friends :o


As I was walking home, I was shocked to see them appearing one after another :s I almost stepped on them as I didn't think so many would try to cross the path at the same time...



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So what if you know why the snail crossed the road? .. I still don't know. And I may not believe you if you tell me why. Maybe it is just the road that is moving under the snail? Or maybe it is just our eyes playing tricks on us? Or maybe we are just dreaming? ... :s so many reasons.... so tired.... I think, as long as the snail knows why it wants to cross the road, that would be enough for him ba...
You think, you assume, who confirm?

For me, I am fine with anything as long as you don't hurt anybody/anything in the process.. so if the snail wants to go to the other patch of grass on the other side because it is quieter without his family of snails around, it is fine for me... ...
lamezzz... :/ zzzzzz... good night :o

crushed

I kept preaching that avoiding or denying anything is to give it power... I thought that I avoided avoiding or denying anything... I was wrong. I avoided sadness and pain... I kept finding solace in other places, rather than facing the pain and aches in the original place. I can't handle the heart-wrenching feelings....

for now la... :8 sucks...



p.s.: i am just whining over here... do not take me seriously.....

rest rest

Been kinda busy these few days... but been feeling good inside and everywhere :)

Photo updates from the past week..



I did tons of data entry for the past week... I think ma buttocks have became flat :s


Polaroid photos from ago...



And I went to collect my convocation gown yesterday. I still do not have any excitement of attending the convocation or taking photos with the gown... :/


And later at night, I went to Saizeriya at Liang Court for the first time. And I tried to take photos of food again. Thought the potato wedge in the first photo looked a bit too big.. and that there are too little things in the second photo....... who am i to criticize the photos.. :s
Anybody can teach me how to do food arrangement for the photos to look nice?



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"not knowing wat u want, u hurt ppl indirectly" - trevor.... to define it more... from my point of view... I guess it means, if you don't know what you want from a relationship, you may unintentionally hurt the other party. ... To add on, a relationship doesn't mean when you people are attached only... It also refers to dates... But I guess you date just because you do not know what you want, and yet, you do not want to lose the chance..


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I like time... :) It.. helps you see what are the things that will stay for a long period of time... helps you see what things are consistent, and what things are not.


Another point is that, it helps to heal everything.... everything and everything..
In time, things will get better... ....... :) *hugs*

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just watched "The Terminal" on Channel 5... nice and touching.... :)
anybody that i know, and i'm comfortable with... feel free to jio me for touching shows :o

苦尽甘来

Candice and me went to this korean restaurant on Saturday.
I felt a bit exhilarated because everything was so...... not-singapore-ish... :6 The decor, the other customers, the bosses and waitresses, the food.... I felt like i was in korea.... at least for a short while... (OS: I wanna go overseas :o )

Then Candice showed me this drink that she learnt to mix while she was kind of interning in Korea. "苦尽甘来"... There's coke, vodka and beer :o

The effects of Saturday is still lingering in my mind.. haha.. when we met up with other friends for other activities...

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How big a ear do you need to hear what the other person is saying to you?

How big a heart do you need to love unselfishly?

It is okay to feel whatever you want to feel. You don't have to look down on yourself or even hide your true feelings from yourself just because you think others will judge you. Some will still judge you no matter what you do. So... might as well be judged doing what you like.

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I think... I should really get a lunchbox for my breakfast veggies and hard boiled egg.... haha...

love

"love isn’t a feeling. it’s a decision.

love isn’t a feeling. it’s a decision. you decide when you wake up every single day if you still want to be with that person. you decide if when he’s having a bad day, and only putting in 40% that you’re going to add the extra 60%. relationships are hardly ever 50-50. and that’s the trickery of it all. you need to find someone who’s willing because they choose to love you.

once the puppy love fades away, once their not just something you can’t have, and once the honeymoon stage passes, you need to decide if underneath all that superficial bullshit, lies something substantial and something worth staying and fighting for. life’s hard, but once you find the one who’s willing to make up for all the bad things in your life, it gets easier.

at the beginning of every relationship you have this subconcious flashforward to your future together, and you see how happy you will be, with the kids and the frolicking in the green grass, with the bright sun on your faces, and the cooking breakfast while he’s holding you at the hips, and the grocery shopping, and the painting of your house together as he smudges some paint on your nose. and three weeks later it’s over. love is often underestimated and mistaken for lust, or even just enjoying someone’s company.

but my friend, love isn’t about butterflies, nor is it about what some boy says to you about forever.

look hard, and watch out for the good ones. because real love, the decision to make someone’s life amazing because you think they deserve it, because you adore them, the decision you’d make for only that person. the decision to support them, the decision to persevere, the decision to never give up. that, is crucial. real love is a decision. real love isn’t a whiff of craziness that hits you so hard you don’t know what’s going on around you, love is the guiding light that leads you to a happy life once you’ve found the right one. so many today mistake love for being this unknown feeling that no one can seem to explain.

in my opinion, love is a decision - that i made 2, but began 12 years ago.oh, and one more thing.love means no matter what. as plain and as simple as it gets. black & white. clear as light. no matter what, there’s no calling it quits. that is love."
-quoted quote

think we all need reminders like this at times...

rooted... super :s

I don't like my mom, because she is adamant about "staying in the same place".

sticks and stones and shit

The drink looks like it is scared of the peanuts because it is leaning towards the edge of the photo... :s

I saw a few drains covers that were painted, along the side of Tampines MRT station.. think they will definitely cheer up whoever that walks past in the morning :o


I believe that friends.. especially friends will not pressurize you into influencing your thinking. Most of the time, I will get kind of p-off if something like this happens to me. It will not matter if I am flexible about the issue. But if I have made up my mind............ :s

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f people who had/ have the intention to hurt others and did it, are doing it, and are going to do it.

Add-on: I will not be p-off when my friends try to influence my thinking. They do not have any malicious intention, so I just have to be assertive in telling them my opinion.

cut some slack

Everybody is just someone who is trying to be themselves. Who are we, to have higher expectations of certain people? Does belonging to a "higher class" or "lower class" or simply, "different class" of people give us the right to impose higher standards and to judge?


Everyone do things with their own personal agendas. Not understanding or knowing why they behave/act/think in a certain way, does not make their actions weird or evil or bad. Even if you know the whole situation, you may not know the reason why the person react in a certain way.. You can only assume. And you must take note that assumptions may not be true.



Give others a break, and give yourself a break.
You don't need to be judged......... especially by yourself.

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Kudos to consistent good behaviors :o

crazy over sweets

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On Sunday, I helped out at a futsal competition organized by NW CDC.







I had the urge to play when I saw the futsal matches going on... Was reminded of how it felt like to play on a soccer field or street soccer court. Miss the exhilaration of how it feels like to dribble the ball on the field.. of how it feels like to tackle the ball away from someone.. of how it feels like to block an attacking opponent..

I was not the professional kind. But you could depend on me to do my best :o I don't have much of the techniques.. just more of the heart... :6



The super young kids look so cute playing on the field :o



After the end of the event, as I was on the bus to Boon Lay interchange, I saw a lot of kites in the sky :o





Just thought that it was quite amazing to have so many kites at a place... :p

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Met up with a few of my sniper friends to catch up.. We played mj and drank a bit of baileys :o ... haha.. just felt that it was kind of a luxury... :s


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Sometimes, there are just some heartfelt words that just touch you deep inside...

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After so many years of experiencing so many things, you just get used to thinking with your brain... I was able to keep up with my heart last year.. Can't really seem to follow my heart now, because it seems to be adjusting its speed all the time... :s


But i believe... everything that happens, will make me a better me when i face them...
Jia you :o


p.s.: I'm not as emo as i look/sound :s ... seriously..... at least for this entry la.. :6

aftertaste

It does not taste nice...

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I feel like doing time for it...

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what i want now: stableness and the feeling of being secure with someone i like/love...

you can do it

There is no right or wrong for everything. Just what you are okay with and what you are not okay with. It is okay not to understand. And it is okay to be different.. It is alright to be different.
Being different means that you can create a niche for yourself... You will be specially known for being that particular kind of person... :p You will need time to get used to being okay with yourself. But it will work. Reminding yourself that it is okay, is one of the ways to help.

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You will never really understand why others behave the way they behave, why they think the way they think. This is all because you have not see the things they saw, experienced the things they experienced.

There is no need to find an explanation for everything... Sometimes, everything is just the way they are. Knowing how things work, doesn't change what has happened. Boundaries are set by yourself, especially those of the mind. So if you really want to feel better, the first thing to do, is stop reaffirming negative thoughts to yourself. You can try to make it a habit to stop yourself whenever you catch yourself saying negative things. Maybe you can punish yourself by giving your friends a treat whenever you feel negative.... :p You should be able to recognize what is negative and what is positive... Keep in mind that, things will change... Things will get better. There is no explanation... but it will happen.

( Maybe negative things will happen, but you do not have to keep reminding yourself that they did. It will not help the situation in any way. You can find a way to allow yourself to feel better. But if there is no way, just leave the problem at a side and go back to it when a solution appears.) ... Stop telling yourself that you cannot do it because it is difficult. Give yourself a chance to feel better.. tell yourself you can.

sorcerer’s apprentice

If you are a sorcerer’s apprentice, what would you use your powers for?

I would use my powers to make people smile... Eh wait... I can do that now... haha.. :p
I guess I would use my powers to heal those who are sick. Being sick sucks, because you do not feel good, and it will be worse if you still have to attend school or work.
*healing beamz*



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aboosive

For those people who stays in abusive (both physically and/or mentally) relationships just because they think they cannot find anyone better... Just get out of it immediately. As the saying goes, "there is always someone better out there." You will definitely find a better one out there. But this can only happen if you let go of the present. And as someone said, " You are in charge of your own happiness, and your own unhappiness."

If you don't think you can do it, you can get some help from friends and your family. Things will start to get better once you take action :o Treat yourself better... Give yourself a chance to find that person who will treat you well...

Remember that what matters, is the consistent behavior, and not the irregular good treatment...

cheerfool aura :)

It might have happened before.. but i still get amazed whenever it happens. Although everything is the same, but by changing my mindset, I was able to see everything in a different way. I feel more cheerful and feel that I can take on anything that comes my way :o ... :p ...

Maybe it's due to the fact that i just swam ba....

Exercise is good :o

And somemore, I don't feel as sleepy as what I normally feel after lunch...

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Think if I go and have a photo of my aura taken now, it will be bright yellow... :)

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I wonder how does it reALly feel like to have a sugar parent.... someone who pays for everything for you... who take cares of you...

anybody knows?

emoments no more

I went for the first public rehearsal for NDP last sat :o all thanks to ron who's working in the parade :o

The indian guy was supposed to be the president... :p





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I've remembered how it is like to detach myself away from situations.. so that I will be objective and not be emotional in dealing with matters.. thank you jian wei :o

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ICT is finally over :o The main thing of it, for me, wasn't the training part or the army part. It was the getting to know, and interacting with people part. The training and logistics part was just a side dish.

I've gotten to know people who comes from other walks of life.. people whom I'm not usually exposed to. I didn't really mix much with the most of the other specs who mixed around with their cliques. I don't think it is anybody's fault. I just didn't want to disturb the "closeness" they have.. or rather, I think I will feel left out a lot... :/ Anyway, I'm closer to the men... feel that it is easier to talk to them. I feel that specs are there just to make life better for the men.. especially for NS... Anyway, I hope it is not because of the rank I have that, makes them want to talk to me.. :/ ..... I don't think so ba....

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Everybody have their own things to think about, not only ourselves. So, whenever we want to complain about anyone, hold on for a while... Go think whether the other person has anything to complain about you.

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Whenever you miss anyone, go let him/her know. It is a nice feeling/gift for that person..